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Travelling. Food. Appreciation. I enjoy the finest things in life. I read religiously and I bake, in my spare time. I love the fact that I share this instinctive relationship with the stories authors narrate. Believing in hardwork has its setbacks because with that in mind, I'm not easily pleased for great expectations come great responsibilities. My inspiration comes from people of different walks of life who embed strong character with an astounding positive mindset and amazing individuality to endeavor.

I belief in giving back and there's so much I want to do, achieve and accomplish especially when there's no other disease worse than poverty. I'm just looking forward in meeting various people and places. Big heart, wide personality and a great sense of humor are just my cup of tea.

Exploration of better moments has only waited beautiful days for me.

Rekindling an old flame. [ 4:07 PM ]

So this is a scene where I realise how much I've always wanted to chase this dream of mine. A personal goal, a life long ambition I've placed myself to believe in, seeking something worth the time and the risks. I've to admit, with priorites changing, I was force to elude what's worth for what's settling for, in ways I may or may not be able to explain or reason. In doing so, I became uncommitted, because I was afraid and blinded by anxiety. A lost cause, a failure, I would come undone - they say.

Picture this, a fictional but entirely possible and indeed a probable situation, where I get accepted into a medical school, a pursuit of achievement that embeds itself in the desire which have always driven me to do my best. It is something not created or destroyed. Having said that, I was deillusioned into thinking that I was biting more than I could chew when I haven't gave myself a shot in the first place. And this story would have concluded when life labels me a victim but... I do not own an empty heart or an empty head that believe these turns and twists would trip me up, consuming my wish.

Because I have faith.

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Think of me as the pages of your diary. [ 10:47 PM ]

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Lunacy of another day. [ 8:25 PM ]

Faith is a way of saying, "Yes, I preaccept the terms of the universe and I embrace in advance what I am presently incapable of understanding." There's a reason we refer to "leaps of faith"...because the decision to consent to any notion of divinity is a mighty jump from the rational over to the unknowable and I don't care how diligently scholars of every religion will try to sit you down with their stacks of books and prove to you through scripture that their faith is indeed rational. It isn't. If faith were rational, it wouldn't be by definition, faith.

Elizabert Gilbert.

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Custodial responsibility of my own soul. [ 8:19 PM ]

There is so much about fate that I cannot control, but there are things that do fall under my juridisdiction...say increasing my odds of finding contentment. I can decide how I spend my time, whom I interact with, whom I share my body and life and money and energy with. I can select what I eat and read and study. I can choose how I'm going to regard unfortunate circumstances in my life, whether I will see them as curses or opportunities (and on the occasions when I can't rise to the most optimistic viewpoint, because I'm feeling too damn sorry for myself , I can choose to keep trying to change my outlook.) I can choose my words and the tone of voice in wich I speak to others. And most of all, I can choose my thoughts.

Elizabert Gilbert.

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You’re my favorite scent, my good intent. [ 7:06 AM ]

All I’m left here with is this incredible sense of missing everything about you.

Happy birthday Love.

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